28/05/2011
i'm so not inspirated to blog right now and that's why it's a bit empty here. but i am going on wonderful trip tomorrow. will be back on saturday night with many pictures, that i can promise. and soon summer holidays is here. so lovely.
hope you are all great, lovely people!
mamma, av det allra bästa slaget
today is my moms birthday. and i love her very, veeery much. happy birthday mom!
your youth is running out
"When I was 5 years old, my mother always told me that happiness was the key
to life. When I went to school, they asked me what I wanted to be when I grew
up. I wrote down ‘happy’. They told me I didn’t understand the assignment,
and I told them they didn’t understand life.”
things i wanna do in my life
- · Dive with Orcas in the wild
- · Jump parachute √ [link I] [film]
- · Run a marathon
- · Buy a world around trip, pack a backpack and go
- · Get really drunk
- · See the biggest animal still alive; a blue whale
- · Hike in Norway
- · Go bungee jumping
- · Interrail through Europe
- · Get a tattoo
- · Swim with sharks in the wild and handfeed them
- · Dive with a humpback whale
- · Water-ski
- · Sleep in the jungle for at least one day
- · Swim with Belgua
source - · Dive in the Great Barrier Reef
- · See Mount Everest with my own eyes, possibly climb it
- · Plant a three
- · Ride on a camel in the desert
- · Shower in a waterfall
- · Experience weightlessness
- · Ride on of the highest roller coaster in the world
source - · Sleep under the stars with someone special
- · Learn to juggle with three balls
- · Carve in my name in on something, to be remembered by
- · Get married to the love of my life
- · Ride a raft through the Grand Canyon
- · Visit Antarctica
- · Learn to surf and feel at lest a little good at it
- · Climb a pyramid in Egypt
- · Ride on an elephant in the jungle
- · See an activ volcano
- · Visit Las Vegas with my best friends and gamble
- · Photograp an endangered specie
- · Make a difference in the world, small as big
- · Learn a person to read, who can't
- · Zipline√ [link I]
source - · See earth from a distance
- · Hike to the Hollywood sign
- · Be albe to classify myself as a world traveler
- · Volunteer in Africa
- · Donate money to a good cause
- · Buy a house and decorate it just the way i want
- · Grow a garden
- · Attend a really big concert
source - · Swin in Jellyfish lake, Palau
- · Get a photography/painting accepted to an exhibition
- · See an space shuttle take off
- · Walk on the great wall of China
- · Get at least five MVG in grades when i finish primary school √ [link]
- · See northern lights
source - · Throw a dart at a map and go were the dart hits
- · Feel the love of dolphins in the wild
- · Learn a third language and use it
- · Save somebodys life
- · Dye my hair light pink
- · Grow old
- · Hug a random person and say "Oh, i've missed you soooo much!!"
- · Walk over a real wooden suspension bridge
- · Knit a sweater
- · Go skiing
- · Kiss him
- · Let my hair grow really long then cut it all off
- · Go up in the Eiffel Tower
- · Zorbing
- · Climb a mountain
- · Be pregnant
- · Drive a tractor
- · Take a diving certificate
- · Live on New Zealand longer than 6 months
- · Sleep in a gravegard
- · Take a parachute certificate
- · Leave home and move in with my best friend
source
note that none of the pictures in this post are mine, most of them are found on tumblr, and most sources aren't that specific, so if you know the source to any picture, please tell me.
This is my bucket list. Some of the things anyway, because to write them all down would be impossible. But these things I really want to be able to achive some day.. and i'm going to! Except maybe #38, See earth from a distance, that might me a bit difficult. Well, if you are going to dream, dream big - right? I just want to live every day like it is my last and never regret not doing something i really want to because I was scared. And just be me full out, no matter what.
Dream big, and always belive in yourself.
I've now one film ready for development.. I really hope they turn out atleast a little good, and the way I always wanted. (don't tell anyone but I might have ruined the whole film, so I don't know even if there's going to be something....) Cross your fingers!!
I'm so exited to see the results. Even if the pictures might be boring.. mostly photographed boring flowers just so I could develop it as fast as possible... haha!
I'm so exited to see the results. Even if the pictures might be boring.. mostly photographed boring flowers just so I could develop it as fast as possible... haha!
Sofia Nyström
my camera collection now
from today on i own three cameras!!! all canon of course. :) bought two analogue cameras a few days ago, always wanted one. i also bought two lenses and two flashes! i can't wait for my film to come so i can start shooting, i am so in love with analogue pictures and it is so exiting to get into something new because it isn't as fun to photograph with my digital anymore, mostly because i have done that for a lot of days in over three years now. the thought of not being able to see the photos before the development is so fun! and the fact that i suck in getting my pictures in print is so going to change now!
i'm going to by a book and fill it with pictures and thoughts.
haaaaappy!
People born in 1994-1999 have lived in three decades, two centuries,
and two millenniums, and we're not even 18 yet.
it's simply because we're freaking awesome like that!
it feels like i could run for miles without ever stopping
the best way to start a free monday is to eat strawberrys and drink tea for breakfast and then get out on a morning jog in the sun. soooo wonderful feeling.
now i'm going to jump in the shower, then do some schoolwork in physics, and then i'm all free to do whatever i want. probably going to see my best friend.
i usually don't like mondays, but this one i really love.
what i'm doing this beautiful sunday
i just came home from bike ride into town, bought some things i needed. i also bought a pair of beautiful wrapping paper, so i can wrap my books covers in. i think my books in my bookshelf are so ugly and don't match my room so i think this will do the trick! :)
yesterday i went trough old pictures and sat down for hours and tried to get them in the right order. found so much pictures i've never seen.
so this is what i'm doing today. wonderful.
i don't even know where to go and i don't even know who to be
summer 2010
2011-05-07 - i am so damn thankful for this girl
finding words for happiness is a hard thing
I don't write about the happy times as much as I do about the sad ones. I guess it's for the reason that with sadness, I just want to get everyting out, and wanting it to dissapear. But I don't want that with happiness, I want to preserv that wonderful feeling. Not get it out. I found it's so much harder writing about happiness than it is about sadness, and therefor I mostly just write about the sad times. And I can't find words for happiness..
I read somewhere that you can't write a good story, if everything is great. It must be some pain in there, otherwise it's not going to get good. And I completely agree with that. Because when I'm happy, I really can't write anything other than crap.
But I want that to end. Because my life isn't mostly sad. It's actually more happy. And I want to be able to see that, be able to read what it felt like then, looking back.. Just as I have to photograph me with my friends and family more. I don't have many pictures like that. It's close to zero. But that is going to change!
we all laugh in the same language / round the world, we're all the same
i'm really glad i met you, my beautiful friend. ♥
i'm glad you're my father -
Today is my dads birthday. And though I don't tell him very often i love him so much. We often fighted about stupid things before, because we are so alike. We are both soo stubborn, what we said are right and everything just ended with that we were angry with one and other. My dad and I are so alike, in many ways. It's him I've taken over from the most. With my brother it's the contrary, he's taken over from my mother.
But it wasn't that we always fighted a few years ago, just that we wasn't very close. I think it's mostely because we don't open up much. We are the ones who think we can handle everything on our own, and two people like that doesn't open up to each other too much, haha. But now we are closer than I can remember us being, and it's wonderful.
Today my father turns 42. 15330 days, wow. And I hope there's gonna be a lot more of his birthdays to celebrate, and many more days with him!
I love you dad. ♥ Happy birthday!
what if i disappear? will you look for me?
i'm not really that excited to blog right now. it comes and it goes and right now it decided to go for a bit. but in a week or two i think that's all going to change - i'm so excited!!! i hope you stay with me, because i'm thankful for each and every one of you, so please bear with the silence for a little while. i don't want to just put up random and boring posts, like i feel like i have now for the last days or so. i want to put up beautiful and mindshocking things, thought trough stuff, you know. but if i just blog whenever i have something i really want to share with you, it feels like i'm going to lose what i have now because of the eco here...
may two thousand & eleven
